My dearest cousin Denise has returned to Germany again..really wanna visit them in Germany some day soon! America, Germany,Taiwan,Bangkok...i wanna go to so many places:/

If u realised,ive been into children apparels from children`s place and cotton on kids... totally in love with the bright, crazy and colourful prints. Besides,they make me feel like im back to days where troubles and worries just floats away when a piece of candy appears.. Alrighty, let`s not continue before i start complaining about the same old thing again. Lol..

Anyway,just enjoy the pictures. Despite the lousy quality camera and the non experienced photographer(my sissy-dara) im still very glad that she is willing to help me snap  pictures for the blog. one MUACK to you,Dara.

top:forever21

bottom:flea market!

shoe:Keds

headband:Cotton on kids

top:GAP jacket

bottom:Children`s place

shoe:Converse

bag:Jansport

cap:New Era Fits

SAY CHEESE;)

ROCK MUSIC+SURFING TEAM

    TEEEHEE! i like to eat sausages in birthday parties!

Haven been posting these few weeks bcos I've been busy getting motivated ,to study hard. Finally got my engine started(; really can't wait for 2011 to be over soon...I know I've been saying that forever..but please tolerate with me bcos I really really can't wait to wake up from these dream.. So anyway, even though I haven got the time to show off my outfits on BudoubleLshit,at  least I took some time to snap a few pictures before changing into my pjs(:

Anyway, the blue/grey cardigan in the last outfit is seriously comfortable. i got it in a flea a $5! it really gives ur body warmth, despite of the thousand over holes on the cardigan. love it!

                                   top:Holister

                                   bottom:Lea Girl

                                   flats:Rubi

                              top: random top from taiwan

                                   & knitted cardigan

                              bottom: maroon coloured stockings

                              shoe: converse

                    *so sorry for my terrible hairstyle..but i already

                      got it trimmed(:

                                            SAY CHEESE;)

HURRY UP OVER.

SO,about my life at these current moment.. Motivation. I need to be motivated to strive for excellence. Yet ,I want a balance lifestyle along with it. how should I do it? No clue. I thought I knew how to do it a while ago though. Lol
Well, at least i feel accomplished and satisfied with myself everytime i complete a chapter of work without much effort.At least it's encouraging to know that the last two years were not wasted.

On a brighter note, I played netball today, again! It has almost been half a year since I touched the ball that I played ,with so much passion,ever since I was 8. I miss playing netball:/(but I don't like training) which also means that I'm either gonna deprove or stagnant with those limited skills..

Ohhhh, and I really truely enjoy sitting infront of the escalator at the train station with my earpiece stucked in my ears,listening to Jessie McCardney, and watch ppl pass by. Looking at all sorts of ppl and their style. The way they communicate and behave around ppl. Putting myself in their shoes and try to imagine how they actually think about themselves. It's interesting. I love train stations.teeehee(:

Lastly, those two outfits were what i wore during the weekends.I love weekends because i dont have to put on my very blue and dull uniformm(:

                 

                                  

                                   

top: from sungei wang(malaysia)

bottom: cut from a longlong ago jean

shoe: Keds                

bag: Shien(made out from a skirt)

                                     

top: American Eagles Outfitters and tube from H&M

skirt: made by myself during my first sewing class

bag:cant rmb the label but it`s from sungai wang(malaysia)

shoe:Vincci

I love myVincci baby.

SAY CHEESE;)

OH,SO LONG ALREADY.

(MUAHAHAH. dont you just love the gorgeous face of mine?(:those two pictures are for fun! i love my sissy and my sissy loves me, so we took a picture. MUACKS.)

ANYWAY.

Hello brown cow..Ever since my dearest cousins left, I have been busy catching up with my work.. It's crazy man. It's only school+tuition+work everyday. Despite the fact that i'm only left with 7 subjects, my body is still not giving me a break. I'm still getting headaches when I don't get enough sleep.what's worse is that I've got itchy and reddish polka dots on my body, which is actually and allergy, due to stress, the pms-ing weather and heaty food. I'm a weakling duckling..

Additionally, I must confess that chemistry was really a burden to my four and a half years in secondary school. how foolish was I to think that it would not benefit me at all, if I dropped it. O well, its not too late to, at least I won't get too stressed up by that extra subject and end up giving up on everything as well. Besides, the course that I wanna do after only requires me to pass five subjects,including English! It was absolutely crazy when I heard it from the receptionist at laselle. It was initially very funny to me when I heard about the academic criteria, until he told me about my portfolio. I need paintings, sketches( which is not a problem for me), Photoshop...as he continued listing out the different art pieces I may have to show,my mind stopped functioning when it reached "Photoshop". I have completely no idea what that is except that they are used by girls who wants to look better in photographs. I know,I'm such a noob.. But, really? Photoshot?!:/ safe me, jesus.

Lastly, bcos I've not updated BUdoubleLshit for such a long time already, I have 2 pictures of my outfit from the time I abandon it till today,excluding the days I put on my uniform to school..

                                            SAY CHEESE;)

                                                        

oh baby baby.

AND I HAD TOO MUCH FUN. it`s so good to be with them again. But,i have to go through another year of loneliness before i may meet with them again. love you babes.

So anyway, i went for tuition in the afternoon and met up with my crap mates in the night for dinner. we all had a great night in astons as we talked about all sorts of things ,especially following up with yorkie`s love life. Then, my physics buddy brought her "premature" boyfriend along after we had our dinner. Everybody`s love life is getting happening ,when mine just crumbled.

oh well, i have so much revision to do and so many homework to complete..yet im still having fun! maybe it`s what they call,balance lifestyle, but im not too sure about that man. bleh. Besides, my cousins from the states are coming over to visit our sunny island next week:/ i am definitely excited for their arrival, but im really worried about my work.. im left with a week and a few more days till school starts ,and i still wanna do so many other things. 24hrs, why cant you grow a little longer.

alright, i shouldnt waste anymore time on the internet already. m gonna watch live to dance and shall continue with my english letter writting.. see you soon, blogspot.com.

"SHE`S BACK!"

Boomboompow! Amma back manxzx. So anyway, im having so much fun with everything that I'm doing now. There is no more terrible netball experience with my school anymore, although they have already extinguished my use-to-be burning and flaming passion for that wonderful sport.

That defective school has terrorized me and my passion.(kidding)

Despite the fact that I'm no longer called a netballer anymore,it's actually not too bad a thing bcos I've moved on to a new and refreshing hobby.which is to read ppl(from all over the world, except for local) blogs. It's just so difficult to resist clicking on 'older post' everytime I check out a new blog and end up wasting half a day Reading about a stranger's life. I know I'm such a busybody.. But I can't help it. Deprieved child here.excuse me.

Btw, today was quite a good day. It was my first time to teensxcite and it was completely different from the previous group that I attended ,ever since 13. ( I won't make any comparison btw both groups though) it's just different and it wasn't too bad(:

Anyway, I had dinner at some hotel and I took some pictures there.

3333333333333333333333KBYETHX.333333333333333333333

dear Premila Hirubalan.

you are a extremely impressive defender.u played like my hero. but..u looked like u were on drugs:/ i will be down to support you till the end of nations cup! all the way,hero!

ive been watching netball and playing netball this whole week.after tuition...netball. before tuiton...netball. it`s quite tiring..but,i still kinda liked it(:i need to catch up with my sleeps after youth camp manxzxz.it shall be study,sleep.sleep,study after the camp. anyway..i am so not excited for the phuket trip..but im quite curious how this trip is gonna be like! haha it should be quite weird. o well.. let`s just wait till christmas!*cant reveal too much here!*

OH. and i realised that chuahuizhen is a big time stalker of ismellahero.hope not too many ppl will know abt this page! or else...i cant anyhow say things here already. this is only for secretive and cool ppl to read! so,pls excuse if u`re not.

anyway,one last thing i have to say,i really dislike S** *I.i am gonna john cena slam her face into the smallest drain,so that her face will get stucked there forever. bye sucker.

alrightss,i need to go take my afternoon nap right now(: good night honeyZHEN! jio me out sooon! byeebyeringring,nightss! anyway,see you later PemilaHERO!


I WANT TO BE A FASHION DESIGNER.